We were politely but obviously taking up space as my assistant directed me from one shot to the next.

“Move your croissant.”

“Sip your coffee.”

In the corner, a businessman watched me.

His projected energy was mostly skeptical but a little curious.

“Are you an influencer?” he asked.

I immediately felt defensive.

“Unfortunately yes…but I DO make good money.”

Unfortunately?!

Why did I say that? Why did I put myself down?

Because his energy about me was weird.

So I shrank.

Most of the time, I’m exactly the same in-person as I am online.

Confident.

High-energy.

Myself.

But I’m sharing this to let you know that even after 13 years…I still have my moments where I fall short.

Where I forget all the work I’ve done to show up and shine my light.

Sometimes, I feel weird about what I do for a living.

Especially in more “traditional” environments, like speaking to an older gentleman in a suit.

And it’s ok.

I can be gentle with myself.

And I can also remember that:

If I have to experience a few self-imposed uncomfortable moments here and there in order to experience a personal income of millions, I’ll take that trade any day. ✨

What did you think, iza?

Should I share more vulnerable, honest moments like this? Reply back and let me know!

Warmly,

Maria

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